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Dumping an extropervert

And figuring out what lube works best



Gay male in my late 20s. I recently ended things with a guy. Our relationship started as a strictly sexual one. We're both involved in the kink scene in our city and have interests that align in a particularly great way. Quickly it became clear there was a real connection. The next two months were great! I had a toothbrush at his place within three weeks. But early on, I noticed that he was a much more extroverted person than I was. He would laugh loudly at movies, work the room at parties, say things about kink in the middle of crowded restaurants. I prefer to blend in. Initially I thought of this as "the price of admission," one I was willing to pay, but it soon became tiresome. I ended things, telling him that there were conflicts with our personalities that made a relationship difficult, not specifying what. He fell for me — he's stated it over and over — but I don't want him to think he has to change who he is to be with me. I loved being in a relationship, the sex is great and finding someone who shares your kinks and you're attracted to emotionally is rare. We have a ton in common when he's being down-to-earth. He's asking me to reconsider. Was I right to end this?

Tired Of Being Single

He shouldn't have to change who he is to be with you, TOBS, but what if he wants to? It's unlikely he'll morph into an always-quietly-tittering, always-discreetly-kinking introvert, just as you're unlikely to morph into a braying, oversharing extrovert. But if making an effort to dial it back is the price he has to pay to be with you, why not let him decide if he's willing to pay?

Gays represent a tiny percentage of the general population, TOBS, and kinky gays represent a not-so-tiny-but-still-smallish percentage of the gay population. I don't think you have to marry this man, regardless of his flaws, just because you're gay and your kinks align. But think twice about discarding a guy who's gay and kinky and whose company you enjoy most of the time just because he gets on your nerves now and then.

At the very least, you owe it to yourself, just as you owe it to him, to be specific about the reasons you pulled the plug.

There's a lot that's good here — your kinks align (rare!) and you enjoy spending some-but-not-all of your time together (common!) — and there are always work-arounds for the bad. An example from my own life: My husband is way more extroverted than I am. He doesn't make me go out; I don't make him stay home. It's a work-around that works for us.

With some effort, TOBS, you could find the work-arounds that work for you two: He makes an effort, when you nudge him, to dial it back; he goes to comedies with his friends, dramas with you; if he's working a room, he won't take offense if you slip into another room. Give it — give him — a chance.

I'm a 24-year-old gay male. My boyfriend and I have been together for just over a year. I have a hang-up when it comes to anal sex. I like bottoming, and I've had great experiences, but I've bottomed only once with my boyfriend. I think I've identified why: The ceremonies around anal sex (the lube and condoms part) turn me off due to the smell of the lube and the sound of the condom wrapper. Additionally, he is a little bigger than most, so there's that. Would it be as simple as finding a lube that doesn't smell so much? When I top him, which is something we both enjoy, there isn't a problem.

Wants Anal Now, Goddamnit!

Usually when someone complains about an unpleasant smell associated with anal sex... lube isn't the issue. But that's an easily solved problem, WANG. There are 10 million brands of lube on the market, kiddo. Shop around until you find one that doesn't offend your nostrils.

As for the condom-wrapper issue, try opening condoms 10 or 20 minutes in advance. Condoms are likelier to be an interruption — one that derails hot butt sex — if you wait until the split second before penetration to bust one out.

To get a handle on performance anxiety and those negative associations — bad memories of lousy experiences, fear of your boyfriend's big ol' dick, concerns about whether you'll have to bail — get some butt toys of varying sizes, and use 'em when you're alone. In a month or two, with a little effort and non-stinky lube, you'll have built up a store of positive associations and gained some confidence.

And finally, if nothing works... maybe you're a top?

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